Is this goodbye?

I've been on and off considering moving to a new home blog. Every once in a while I get this deep revelation of sorts where I wish I had a Twitter account with followers or an anonymous blog that people actually visited so I could share my pearls of wisdom. Alternatively, I could just have a private, online journal seeing as, let's be honest here, it's about the same in terms of the number of people reading it.

Anonymity aside, I feel that this blog is my designated "fangirling" blog. And now that that phase of my life has seemingly passed, perhaps it is just time for this blog to stagnate as well.

Now the real dilemma begins... choosing a name for my new blog. :\

I should be sleeping...

But instead here I am, at my laptop, contemplating the fate of my blog(s).

Since my fangirling tendencies seem to have calmed down for the moment, I was wondering about what I should do with ~blurry eyes~. I started this blog for the main purpose of attention whoring fangirling, as no one IRL really wanted to put up with my verbal diarrhoea about effeminate manchildren running around in make-up. As it turned out, this blog became a good ego boost; shameless as it is, I do sometimes read old entries and bask in the awesomeness that is my writing think that maybe I was somewhat semi-decent at formulating a coherent sentence. So I would like to continue blogging, I just don't know what to blog about. This blog is public (and will probably remain as such) and I'm not really one for posting openly about my private life even if practically no one reads this.

On a similar note, MSN Spaces (or whatever it was called) finally closed this week. I used to write in my blog there back in 2005 and 2006 but eventually stopped. I didn't even know MSN was shutting it down until earlier this week, so luckily I was able to download all my entries as well as transfer them over to Wordpress before that happened. Which again creates the dilemma of what do I do with it? Should I use it? Or should I simply leave it with my old entries solely for the purpose of nostalgia and storage?

I suppose it'll all come down to two things: whether I have time for blogging, and whether I have anything worthwhile to blog about. Perhaps this is good motivation to pick up a hobby?

On the bright side, I actually posted before the end of the month! Way to go me!

Self-imposed obligatory monthly post

So I'm clearly half-assing this whole blogging thing. Yet again, the entire month flew by without a single post... in fact, without more than five seconds of a mere thought of a post. Go me.

I think my fangirling days have officially come to a momentary end. My desktop wallpapers are no longer Reita *gasp* and I barely even listen to any of my prior fangirl-triggering music anymore.

But you know what that means. I have to edit my 'about me'. Which requires thought. And energy. And wit.

Damnit. Should have stuck to fangirling.

First post of the year. What.

How is it that I managed to not post anything until 31 days into the new year? Clearly, I should have made blogging more regularly my new year's resolution.

As it turns out, my brief obsession with the GazettE was, well... brief. I don't follow any news about them at all, aside from major things like the Tokyo Dome concert (and by that I mean that I know that it even happened, not actual details) and the Heresy fan club closing its doors to international (i.e. non-Japanese) members/applicants. I still like their music, I just don't fangirl over them anymore until I see Reita being all sexy as always.

I suppose the same could be said for SS501; I don't really follow them anymore, though I would say I'm a little more interested in their current endeavors than I am in the GazettE's. Speaking of which, the SS501 members are finally becoming more active, albeit individually. E.g., Park Jung Min recently released his first solo single album (he is looking FINE these days, btw) and Kim Hyung Jun is going to have a second season of that progamer show. I'll probably watch it, as long as it's as lulzy as the first season.

I also started listening to Park Hyo Shin recently; omg, that man's voice is just... I don't even have words for it. Unfortunately, he got drafted for the military last year December so we won't be seeing anything from him for a couple of years. To be honest, I'm not much of ballad lover but the few songs that I do love from him are awesome.

Man, I gotta started doing my obligatory monthly updates earlier so I don't have to rush. Or maybe just post more often than once a month.

Listening to right now: Edwin McCain - I'll Be

Happy holidays~

Merry Christmas!
Happy New Year!

Still need to come up with some New Year's resolutions to fail at again. In the meantime, a relaxing picture of palm trees...

Flo to the rescue!

I recently played the game Diner Dash: Sizzle and Serve for the DS and let me tell you, that game is hella addicting! Either that or I just have no self-control. Basically, it's about a woman, Flo, who quits her boring and stressful office job to open her own restaurant. Which apparently entails waitressing at (and saving?) a number of different restaurants before opening her own dream restaurant. Although seemingly monotonous, this game becomes surprisingly challenging and does manage to hold your (or at least my) attention throughout. There are different types of customers all with their own little quirks and paces, as well as different "freebies" that the restaurants eventually offer to their patrons which really just make your job a whole lot more complicated and hectic than it already was.

Which makes me wonder if Flo really thinks that this job is any better than her office job where she was doing basically the same thing (catering to the whims of other, highly demanding people) except that she didn't have to run around like a chicken without a head in her previous job. But whatever floats your boat, right? Follow your dream and all that jazz.

All in all, I really enjoyed the game and managed to unlock all the unlockables and essentially finish the game. So when I realised that there was a sequel, Diner Dash: Flo on the Go, I practically squealed with excitement at the prospect of more waitressing happiness. Until I actually played the game.

Flo on the Go is a massive step down from Sizzle and Serve. The graphics are worse, the music is lame, gameplay is less responsive, the upgrade system is barely flexible, and it's hard to tell what the heck is even going at each table. Probably the sole redeeming change was that you don't have to switch the screen between the waiting area to the dining area (though admittedly this actually made Sizzle and Serve somewhat more challenging). Granted, I only played through the first level (but each level has 10 stages) and the first stage of the second level but I doubt that it would've gotten much better. Especially after the introduction of the "love-bird" customers who apparently refuse to sit at tables with more than 2 seats and will suck each other's faces off if you leave them alone for too long. Um, what?

Overall, I am highly disappointed in Flo on the Go. However, Sizzle and Serve is significantly better as well as ridiculously addicting.

Listening to right now: Standing Egg - 사랑한다는 말

The sole October post... huh?

I can't believe an entire month (and more) has passed since I last posted anything here. For some reason I kept thinking that I had posted at least once in October but I guess my sense of time is worse than I thought.

Life's been so busy that I really haven't had much time (or spare energy) to follow up on... anything, really. I have some idea of what's been going on with different bands and such but no time to really fangirl over any of the news.

Oh, but there's roughly a month and a half left before the GazettE releases their new single, "PLEDGE". I wasn't too much impressed by their last two singles, "SHIVER" and "Red"; they weren't bad (in fact, they're quite catchy and I've looped them quite a bit) but they also weren't amazing. The B-sides were a bit more interesting but even those didn't hold my attention quite as much as some of their previous singles have.
I am also really, really, really hoping that Reita gets rid of that extra piece of cloth that he has wrapped around his forehead. Something about it just doesn't suit him, aside from it just looking plain silly.

Speaking of visuals though, I also hope that the "PLEDGE" PV is more interesting than the last two. Both "SHIVER" and "Red" must have had the same director or something because there was the same annoying jerky-I-don't-want-to-focus-on-any-one-thing-in-particular thing going on. "Red" was definitely not as boring a PV as "SHIVER", although the cameraman needs to learn that there are more members in the GazettE than Ruki, Aoi, and Uruha. Like seriously, Reita and Kai got practically no face time. Although, Reita looked so damn tired in the few shots he did have that maybe it's actually a good thing.

Guess I'm just gonna have to cross my fingers for an awesome single/PV this time around.

Listening to right now: ONE OK ROCK - Liar